sianz.... todae's lessons is till 4:15pm... and i'm already not feeling well since like Monday...??? i'm so strong to bare everything till now, right??? i guess so... haha...
anyway.... 2 periods of Maths isn't tt as bad as expected though, cos we've gt an interesting lecturer... He's a foreigner... wif e essence... haha...
so hungry now cos i've nt taken my breakfast cos e fan choy is lyk sooo soo oily... i hate it... so i drank only water todae... wif this uncomfortable body, i've no appetite for any delicacies at MJ... so no lunch as well... sigh sigh sigh...
anyway... gtg and buck up on tests and tutorials.... sigh... hv to see my HATE, doc, later cos i think i had a temperature, flu and coughs...
oh yea... beginning to lyk my present cg a lil le... juz tt few la... hopefully things will get beta gradually... =)
signing off....
Orientation at MJC, Lectures and stuffs...
Day 1:
had
10 game stations to complete around MJC to get clues to solve for e "murderer" of e councilors...
quite fun but tiring cos our AHL(assitant house leader of
Phobos) , Wei Jia, very chiong sia... so gan jiong to win... haha... but we did complete them quite early...
and YEAH!!!
Phobos is e Champion for this game which e S.Cs call it
"The Very Complicated Note" (edited from e Death Note)...
had mass dancing too!!! e most fun part...
dismissed at 5+pm...
Day 2:
had more mass dancing.... saw Jonathan Khoo on e 1st day of orientation alreadi... he's in
Phobos 1 and i'm in
Phobos 4.... so juz happen to dance wif him for e couple dance... hehe... quite a hilarious scene... lolx...
about 9:30am, we set off to
town( Chinatown, Marina, Orchard, P.S, City Hall...) and had to
walk throughout e journey to 5 diff. stations... S.Cs call this
The Da Vinci Tore... sth lyk tt... so we gotta collect some numbers and chain them up to a logical sentence to present to e S.Cs upon reach e finishing point...
Day3 :
had
Wet & Wild!! ok la... to be honest again cos many of our class peeps did not wana get wet... some girls claim that they've got period... even many guys don't want to get wet too! tts lyk so... niang or wad lo... duh... really sick of this cg... oni a few sporting one... esp. tt guy, call
Louis... sigh... nt fun one my cg... i know i shdn't compare dem wif 07s17 but i juz can't stop myself from doing that... esp when tis class is really not working...
so in e end, we only completed 6 stations and in btw 1 stations, a guy frm other OG came to join our class n almos caused
Phobos to lose 1000 points... cos he couldn't get wet so he scolded e S.C for makin hima lil wet... Luckily, all discussion, e deduction became 100 points... anyway...
Phobos and
Callisto (i think.. or izit
Atlas?? lolx... ) had a draw in e third position....
at night is o. nite... quite fun la... hehe... Since
Phobo's peeps are supposed to meet at gallery at 3pm, and e Wet &Wild ended only at ard 1pm.... so we decided to bathe in sku n stay dere for luch instead of gg home...
we made e group's mascot, Shrek, and e
Phobos' rehearsal went on for a while(a few minutes) ...
5:20pm... e o.nite started... we went dwn to e parade square but it starte to rain aft sumtime... so we proceed back to e hall and carried on wif tt nite's programme...
we did e three mass dances in btw and e funny movements... di di dididi.... a baby shark!muahaha....
yoyoyo!!! yea!!! e overall house champion is
Triton... i dun mind cos it's really good! and e 1st runner-up is
PHOBOS!! didn't expected tt!! so e campfire item pulled us up!!! yea!! anyway, e emcee announced that we lost
Triton only by 1 point!!! tt's lyk so duh!!! 2nd runner-up is
Atlas... followed by
Miranda and den e fifth is
Callisto... Hip Hip Hooray!!!
we were dismissed at abt 9:20pm aft cleaning up...
in foul mood recently.... simply pissed off... sigh...
Manipulation
went out ytd wif jun, lam and shye fern to juz jalan jalan... we watched e movie "The Pursuit of Happyness" anyway to kill sum of our time... i'll hv to say that it's nt as boring as i've expected it to be... luckily... =) it's touching la... learnt and think a lot aft e movie ended... so i didn't join in their conversation abt poly courses... nt keen abt e topic anyway... so i sat there.. think and think.... stoned... dazed...
we went simei anyway... i didn't go dere for quite long le... den we juz window shop... cos jun no $... so nv buy clothes...
jun say one of our friend, say
A, was sumhow forced to go to another course by
A's best friend, say
B... cos
B couldn't get into a course but
A can... so
B asked
A to appeal to e course
B was posted to...
A actually appealed and it was successful!!
NONSENSE!!
i dun call tt "friend" if they
manipulate even ur future and ur likes! I truly hate and despise this type of ppl... they are simply sickening... but our dear friend actually dosen't mind that! or she mind but she isn't
brave enough to voice it out?? i dun care which is which....
quite dumb la... i hv to say... sianz... now even though they are in e same course.... but so wad??!! no big deal!!
betrayal can easily take place esp. when both step into e same sector of the society... i agree to this that jun brought up...
i hv to say i'm very lucky... i dislike to be
manipulated... and i believe
non of my friends will... no matter how unwilling they are in letting me go... =)
I've got my
simple "happyness" in this way... =)
I am glad and satisfied. And that's for sure.
Yesterday=LAST DAY ???because erine had to go back srjc to check her sub combi, so i met her at 12pm at Bedok interchange... e others met at 10am... tts pretty early i admitted but i'm ok... except that i've not written finish e letters for my cg!! i started late e previous night... i shouldn't hv but monday was really a busy day for me... here's wad happened:
- Li Hin could finally lend me her mjc pae notes
and for heaven sake... juz chem and maths i truly need are already a lot!!! 5 sets of lecture notes!!! and each set is damn thick... sze ying photocopied for me and they cost me abt 8 bucks!
-had to go to meet erine at TM NTUC to buy stuff to east coast. met her at 4:30pm...
-go popular and big bookshop to search for nice letter papers! almost got pissed off at myself...
- reached home at 7+ pm, rest awhile, ate my dinner and start to write letters at about 11pm... cos didn't wana answer my mum regardin what i'm doing... so oni started when she went to bed officially... alle way until 2+am.... i completed a few letters... got blisters on my third finger sia... arghhh... but for 07s17, it's worth it!!!!
continued e next day(which is yesterday)?? nope... is e morning... 8+ am... continued writing on e bus to meet ernie... wrote another two... erine n I decided to take cab... i pleaded her instead.... cos i needa finish!!! but cannot la... e taxi was juz too unstable...
erine and i found a seat and sat down... she changed into slippers and i finished e last few... sigh... so only met e rest at abt 1 pm i think...
we ate.... played in e sea.... pushed ppl in aso.... lolx... wad a day! :)
around 5, it started to rain... we grab stuffs and run for e nearest shelter!!! Amelia and I brought umbrella... we sheltered food.... at last.... e whole gang of ppl found seats at Mac and sat dere till abt 7pm.... i passed them their letter personally... told them not to see but in e end many still read!!!! argh... so pai seh.... until many ppl had to go home and others had other stuff going on aft tt...
only Shirley, Jocelyn, Derek, Keith, Xiao Wei, Erine and me were left... we wnt marine parade to eat our dinner... jocce, keith and i ate porridge... nice to eat porridge on rainy days!! shiok! xiao wei ate fried prawn noodle, derek ate
豆浆油条, erine ate a puff, shirley ate some japanese stuff... while in our converations, we made Shirley angry.... so she went home 1st.... she teared.... so guilty.... hoped she's fine by now... :)
we went home at abt 9 pm... joce and me don't really feel like gg hme... to me is e last day... i believe i will only treasure it more in tis way... but since erine n keith were only keen to go home, so we did...
feel so guilty cos i sumhow pang seh joce.... she asked me to miss bus 31 wif her... i nodded.... but went off with erine when she pulled mi up 197... joce was crying abt her failed appeal lo... i knew i could only choose one side.... aiya.... then, i really wished i hv another me to stay with jocelyn.... and keith and xiao wei to tampines interchange... e other me with erine to bedok.... a choice made is made... so no point regretting... sigh sigh...
so tired aft. i've bathed.... slept awhile on e sofa... so sry tt i always have a foul-looking face when i really dead beat... usually, none of my family dared to speak to me... anyway... i've got sun burn... face red.... hands red... so are my legs... I'm even tanner now~!
Erine said this:
时间是人自己找的，一旦愿意空出时间就不用怕没有时间约出来！
Time is controlled by Humans, so when we are willing to take out some of our precious time, fret not, we'll definitely be able to meet up again!
I love 07s17 dearly!!! I'll miss them lotX!!
finally, my bro's fever subsided. 37.5 now i think... so many ppl called to gif my parents tips... so heart-warming. =)
oh no! seems lyk e fever's back again.... sigh sigh sigh... *pray, pray, praying* he dislike drinking water though... think tt's e main problem ba... haiya.... DRINK MORE WATER LAH, BRO!!!!
bought three top and a blue beret(a type of hat) ytd.... quite happy... :p
up-coming event: Tue--> CG picnic... at east coast... dey mitin at 10am... still thinkin wad food to bring dere... ...
Worried
heard from my mum when i met her dwnstairs ytd, back frm hvin lunch wif Sze Ying, Marcus, Constance and Rebecca.... tt my Dad came back from work earlier abt 2+ pm becos my bro fell ill... FEVER... e illness tt i fear most other than sore throat....
at first e temp. was like 38+.... den juz now instead of subsiding aft several medication taken... it den became 42+ !!!! tt's very high!!!
small area of red patches at his chest area... praying hard now that he'll be okay asap!!!
Side-Track:我的高中老师告诉我，人生最过瘾的，就是因为它有很多转角。有的转角很惊险，有的转角又充满惊喜。是惊喜，还是惊险，不走过去，当然就不知道下一个转角你会遇到什么。
转角充满了故事，不管是在人生旅途上，还是拥挤的街头，也许是你的，也许是我的，因此我喜欢转角。
我不喜欢转角，如果选择了这条路，是因为这条路的风景是我喜欢的。有时转了一个弯，让我看到不想看到的事物。或是... 或是出现一个糟糕的意外。所以... 我真的不喜欢转角。 Quoted from Taiwan Drama-- 转角遇到爱.
1st day in MJC... :(todae at mjc, they did admin stuff... heard for e second time abt e subject combi. stuffs.... sianz... saw nicholas in e morning when on e way to mjc... at the tot of 07s17, became real sad all over again... haiz...
met marcus n sze ying to go mjc together... bus, mrt then bus again...
sku at mjc ended at abt 10:35am... we tok to Li Hin for awhile then leave at abt 11:30am ba... to tpjc!!! yea!!! sze ying agreed to go back wif mi... HOORAY SZE YING!!!
we took 81 frm mjc back to tpjc... when we alighted, found out tt lotx of ppl aso gg back to tpjc... haha... chemistry??!! and to say we're 'appealing'... lolx...
acc sze ying eat chicken rice... feel so insecured though we've gop isaac's badge... cos we're sumhow e oni J1s in e canteen... when e others were in e hall... called jocelyn... bought for her sunkist apple juice... den we went into e hall...
everi newbies were in chaos lo... all over e hall... some stood up... some walking around, some stoned... etc...
07s17 saw me... some asked me qns... abt mjc of cos... duh... so i juz answered...
some of e OGMs were allowed to go practise cheer, tour e sku or go for lunch break... e Hookers and DJs were at e ampi theatre... so we went behind e peeps and cheered wif them... haha... many of their OGMs were eyeing at us... lolxx...
then they decided to sit dwn at e new canteen to hv lunch... i juz sat dere... sandy later came to join... den zi qi, ting ming, yvonne, hwee ing and ak dey all... sze ying n me tok to dem... fun... so long since we sit dwn lyk tis n tok...
later, aft joce finished her lunch, she acc sandy go out of sku to buy panadol... sandy quite often hv headaches de... hope she's beta now... n so totful of joce! she's really everyone's good fwend!!
e guys continued to go other families to cheer... haix... abt 1:40 pm, sze ying hoped to go hme... so i acc her hme lo... since my cg aso nt gg anywhere ba... wadeva... i go dere lyk... ok... nth much... so reached hme at abt 2:20pm.... empty house.
tmr mjc released us at 10:45am... mjc's orientation oni start at term 2.... see 1st whether to go back tpjc... tmr tpjc is dry games... fri is wet games i heard... mayb i shldn't... cos no matter wad, tpjc is longer where i belong.
徐若瑄《好眼泪坏眼泪》:
我曾 认真 深爱著一个人 他给我幸福的可能 我等 我问 未来何时发生 他只是给我一个吻 快乐
我哭 是因为你的手 曾答应带我向前走 难过 我哭 是因为我的手 找不到你说的以后 好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流 感动和悲伤都是理由 只不过 在你不再爱我了以后 剩坏的眼泪慢慢流 快乐
我哭 是因为我付出 得到你温柔的答覆 难过 我哭 是因为我任性 你的心永远留不住 好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流 感动和悲伤都是理由 只希望 在我不再想你了之后 有好的眼泪慢慢流 好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流 感动和悲伤都是理由 只希望 在我不再想你了之后 有好的眼泪慢慢流 有好的笑容陪著我
SAD
e sadness cannt be expressed in words easily... :(
I was posted to MJC... duno why... even though i got my 1st choice, I dun sense much happiness at all!!! think is becos i really love 07s17!!!
told my fwends: MJC is my future(somehow or another) but TPJC have my fwends!!! obviously i am more for fwends but i cannt b tt overboard to choose oni fwends neglectin benefits that MJC will bring me....
I am really sad!!!! hw?? i was 'stoning' all e while on e way back hme on bus 69 frm bedok... around 7: 35 pm.... stoned somemore when bathing... and tis tyme round, alomst cried... aiyo...
todae, aft we knew abt our posting results, we ponned almos every lessons... no more mood... cos
Jocelyn--> TP's marketing course...
Erine--> SRJC... both of them appealing bcak to TPJC... hopefully, their appeal will becum valid.... i'll b really happy for them in mjc??!!!
He Xun--> SAJC arts....
Gek Hui--> NYJC.... she's really happy... veri happy for her too!!! she realised her dreams to go NYJC!!
Jonathan Khoo--> aso MJC...
Wee Loon--> some Poly which he didn't wana reveal...
Chen Chuan--> TP's enginnering stuff... in total 8ppl out of 21ppl leaving... imean left!..
den they play basketball till about 2+pm... discussed where to go... in e end nic say go Est Coast Park to cycle... cos he gg wif his girl.friend, he doesn't wan too many ppl gg... weird right... flirt guy... wana date ppl still call so many 'light bulbs' along at daylight!!! muahaha...
b4 meeting dem hu went hme at east coast park, Gek Hui, Li Jun, Erine and me wen tto SAFRA to bowl... bowling la.... Chen Chuan went hme to change... den he volunteered to sponsor us to east coast park... :)) he's another fwend hu's really nice and generous... hahaX...
den we cycle almos e whole park and in btw met some nicer places n took pics!!! will share another tyme... in btw, my lousy bike's metal chain keep changing gear... twice!! luckily, wif wise shirley, she solved for mi e 1st tyme... 2nd tmye, xiao wei n nic settle for me... feel so ignorant... anyway... so guilty that xiao wei used his bare hands to change back e metal chain to e right gear... haiz... thnks peeps, anwaes!!!
gek hui diyana had to leave earlier... erine didn't tell her parents tt she'll nt eat at hme so dey've bought her shar of dinner... she had to go too... in e end, i decided to accompany her hme... gek hui gota rush hme or she may nt b able to cum out on our nxt cg outing oon mon n/or tue again... so she took cab... kind diyana paid $2 as part of erine n my share to gek hui... we were dropped at V.S(Victoria School) dere... den tok 196 to bedok interchange....
reached hme at 7:50pm.... dead beat!! but still sad... still thinking: Should I appeal back to TPJC?? or i shld juz let it b e way it is?? means go MJC anyway la!!! sad.... sad... sad...
i start to miss my 07s17 alreadi!!! I LOVE ALL OF THEM A LOT LORXX!!!
斟酌好难，尤其是感情关系，譬如人际关系。我又不是读心理学的，怎么会知道其他人在想些什么呢？
我认为单单这方面就够我烦恼好久了。
该这样做吗？可是做了后，人们往往就会开始思考：他/她（们）应该会觉得不够好吧。
他/她开始不喜欢我，不信任我，或者以后不再把重要的事情交给我的话，那该怎么办？
一道一道的问题慢慢的浮现出来。
人类真挑，生活已那么累人了，还为自己增添那么多有的没的。
真是自找麻烦耶！
所以，我的定论是：人应该学习‘知足常乐’这个道理。这样就快活多了。:)haha...
Side-track:
发现最近的自己想好多哦。可能遭到Sandy的影响吧。那个爱把自己的心情藏匿好，可是同时又懂得把它们释放出来--如用写的啦。所以她的blog才会是一个秘密嘛。
oh yup.... went out wif my CG ytd... anyway... it's like less than 1/2 of the CG... 7 ppl... later became 8-->9 then fall to 8--> 7...
ytd we watched "Music and Lyrics" by Drew Barrymore and Hugh Grant at p.s... so many ppl...
I think... haha.. it's quite a nice show... i'm a weird person i think... except for Shirley, who fell asleep in the middle, the rest(guys) said it was damn nice... I think e seat(2nd row from the front) is the main factor why I dun feel it too nice... haha... neck was so tired... and the threatre is damn cold lo... i was freezing...but I'll at least gif it a 3.5-4 stars outta 5...
actually b4 movie we went to Long John... i didn't eat... ijuz drank a medium sprite.. haha... juz dun feel lyk though it's lyk 3+pm den le...
aft. movie we went to White Sands... met Jocelyn and Shairah aso came... we ate our dinner at Mac.... i did not eat again... becos sianZzz... juz ate McFlurry which i hadn't eaten for soo long...
later we went to Jocelyn's house as planned... Keith had to go... so we said bye... Shairah alighted at some bus-stop... duno she's going hme or wad...
anyway, left Shirely, Jocelyn, Nicholas, Chen Chuan, Derek, Xiao Wei and me on e way to Joce's... she house is quite nicely decorated... nice balcony aso so we played there... gt a shock when i saw her mum.. tot tt's her sis! she's veri fair and young looking sia... i swear!! haha...
xiao wei, jocelyn and I played dai-di(poker)... e rest played majong... no $ involved!! so fret not!!
played until reaching 11pm when Shirley really had to go... so we accompanied her... Shirley rushed off aft flagging a cab dwn... and aft some drag, we(Chen Chuan and me) finally boarded e nt so correct bus wif e rest to P.R interchange...
so sui cos e MRT close already.. it's oni lyk 11:25pm... sigh.. so we went interchange to check on buses tt can bring us hme... i decide upon bus 3 which fortunately operates till 1+am... phew...
we went off separately... but good-hearted Nicholas and Chen Chuan decided to wait wif me until their bus come... feel so blessed but a bit lyk troubling them... :(
nwae, bus 3 took veri long and their bus 21 came... waved and said BYE but Chen Chuan say he veri free so dun mind acc. me to Tampines Interchange... i know tt's an excuse... no matter wad I'm e only girl so they're rather worried that i leave alone... so touched by his move... :) he's really a good friend... i appreciate a lot... and my Dad at hme rather worried about my safety.. :)feel so blessed!!! :)) reached hme at about 12:15nm... so tired tt i almost dozed off while watching wo cai... so washed up n slept at about 1:35am... Zzzzz
I LOVE 07s17 a LOT!!!! will really miss them lot's aft tue!!! :((
^wenz
Some Photos to Share!!!
^ I look huge!! background is Lam... laughing happily while watching TV... we at Li Hin's house during CNY 3rd day...
^Lam and Me(I Like this foto)
^Li Hin and Me wif her v.day gifts
^Say three!!!
^My fav. foto!!
^Davy Jones OG20!! Family pic!!
^happy OGL, happy us
^tired out DJ OGLs after cheers
^DJ boards
^ DJ's performance--Spongebob
^ I look huge!! background is Lam... laughing happily while watching TV... we at Li Hin's house during CNY 3rd day...
^Lam and Me(I Like this foto)
^Li Hin and Me wif her v.day gifts
^Say three!!!
^My fav. foto!!
^Davy Jones OG20!! Family pic!!
^happy OGL, happy us
^tired out DJ OGLs after cheers
^DJ boards
^ DJ's performance--Spongebob