drained... and weak... and defenseless...
Not the usual me at all...
Really don't know if I should be relieved or not...
I am really not myself today. The 'wall' I built is gone. I don't like it, seriously.
This is bad... terrible...
I am really sorry because I cannot allow myself to be greedy and hesitant anymore... Sigh, I know I deserve a good beating now... :(
But someone else deserves a smack, too, for asking dumb questions! ARE YOU STUPID?!
Grrr...
sigh sigh sigh....
shouldn't hv had awaken long time ago... thinking...
AM I TOO BLUNT? HARSH?
Am hiding for the time being...
Besides TW trip, don't look for me today...
I need to sit on the thinking chair and put on the thinking cap.
But... JIA WEN! Are you aware this requires not the BRAIN to process but the HEART??!!
Energy-draining....
Maybe a chance should be given? ... ... Or not?
So this is called fickle?
Holy Moly!
using layman terms... ppl pls hurry up and stop hesitating this and that. Just go for it and do it!
using my common terms at work... kindly expedite and action! Pending approvals and raising POs are so difficult? Why?! I need this out asap!
to my dearest GIRLS!
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work sucked and yea-ed today... let's tok abt the good one 1st, cuz our permanent staffs including boss are all not around. Only me and the other temp staff are in after 1pm. Employees are always happiest when their boss(es) are absent. Todae I can truly understand that.
Boo-ed part about today was that my work wasn't very smooth-sailing. can't raise a proper PO without doing more steps like seeking advices here and there to make confirmation. this sucks as it drains my attempts to be more efficient at work.
Imagine a mechanic (bicycle or any vehicle),how do you expect it to cover longer/more distances when it keeps stepping on brakes and the rider keeps getting distraction from the passer-bys nearby???!!!
Technically or scientifically, the driving force will go off or disappear after awhile. And I feel really shag.... ... for tt... how to continue and step up when your efforts all go down the drain in a blink?!
darn...
sry for my vulgar-ness and rude-ness in this entry. I juz needa let it all out...
Planning to read this... The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner! Hopefully, it is not a waste of time... Stephenie Meyer and Twilight fans, free reading till 6th July 2010. =]
http://www.breetanner.com/
Sigh... but I still owe Eunice and Lam their books!
Oopsy... did I just sighed.... again???!
Cheng Aik is going to get me for this again!
Ppl ard are telling me off for my BAD habits. Up to date, these bad habits are frowning and sighing! kekekekekeke ^^
Nwae, went out with Eunice last nite for a dinner at Thai Express, PS. Finally! Imagine we hvn met for lyk a year or so! provided the fact that we ARE neighbors! How cum uh~?
Needa do some bank trip soon... then meeting jess to catch-up. Have to get some time out to meet jun jin soon. she sms-ed me to do catching up since 2 weeks ago.
after met jess for lunch ltr... meeting up wif lam n june to do hk planning and price comparing at Chinatown. Then is meeting up the rest - fern and siah for dinner to keep them updated and to FIXED and EXPEDITE the hk plan asap by this wkn.
tmr's next sunday is father's day... still brainstorming... got my pay ytd from Alfred... finally!
kk, gtg...
Yipppeeee!!!! Trip No.3: Hong Kong!!!
August.
Coming Soon... ...
