When self-expectations are high at work, we have to pass expectations from our bosses, our colleagues and ourselves too.
Tiring ain't it?
Whenever I hesitate between the cross-sectional path of choosing whether or not to help/trust you, I always end up hurting myself when I step forward to the choice of trusting you again and again.
I can't trust you anymore. I want to fall no more. I want to pain no more.
I've given up to explain; to trust you; to defend you; and to consecutively find excuses for your ridiculous; childish and petty behaviors.
This is more than enough... I'm washing my hands off all the troubles' you created but refuse to owe up own fault on.