these days were terrible......
exams just drained (still draining) me to a terrible (pretty terrible) state now... felt lyk there's depression or sth mentally.
lousy living habits e.g. slept for very few hours(meaning maybe 2hrs only) even on the actual days of exam.
caught a flu or sth... can't breathe through my nose properly and gotta use my mouth instead... terrible horrible...
but... I've learnt sth abt myself. That is, I'm in my perfect state for exam if I keep myself in a calm and 'who cares' condition. This is to prevent myself from blank-ing out and getting too nervous that time was wasted.
Hence, I conclude that
平常心 will be it.
(sry... I didn't know how to put tt in english...)
I am myself.
I wanna be ME. just me. for now, at least.