I really hope what i'm thinking or interpreting is not true or I can only say--
I FEEL CHEATED!!! and I feel damn DENSE!!!I seriously hope that I do not have to be back to the
'me' last time who decides to leave a distance between everyone near me and the real 'me' ... to
NOT trust anyone,
anymore... but seems like everything has proven me
WRONG and its true that I should trust
no one except for
I, me and MYSELF!
i'm feeling
sick all over... physically, psychologically, mentally... ... sigh... ...