I'm really sorry to take up my
anger onto jasmine and hong sheng today... sigh... But I really am tired and exhausted... sianz... lessons are very dry and i went troubling about other stuffs during lectures and tutorials....
rnr dry run with me, charissa and shi min the opening emcees but not really sure what are we suppose to say, PW interview-->surveys-->showcasing, make-up practical and the human flag thingy.... all happening at the same time from
1pm-5pm.... life seems to have lost its purpose... its goal... its determintion...
A friend once scolded me... that I shouldn't have put on a
mask... happy then smile... laugh... sad then cry...
I didn't know how to reply her then... not now too... I am still unable to figure out is it friends that make me smile, make me laugh aloud... or is it that I am simply too used upon putting a mask when I'm around my friends...
I'm still in the midst of this confusion... i couldn't find an answer yet... maybe i'm
not as happy as how i portray myself as...
maybe even xie lao shi noticed that... lol.... his way of consolation is very funny though... he asked just now during chinese lesson that why did I start to speak less often recently.... I was stunned by his question... I didn't know that was so
obvious... hmmm.... nwae.... he then continued to ask:
“你是不是有心上人了? 而且是在这一班的。” I said: "No! What kind of evaluation is that?? What has talking less often be related to having a
心上人？And to think you are still a PW ST." He continued to say: "I did not say that from the position of a PW ST."
That Fang Li then started to make
conjectures.... haiyo... "This class has got so little guys hor... " I said unknowing that she's still dwelling with that issue: "Ya. and none from 07S415... "
then she pointed to one of the guys and said: " I guess is him ba... the one i'm pointing..." I ignored her...
make-up practical
brighten me up again.... i have to admit that.... i had fun there and time passes rather fast...
Thanked Rui Bei, Jasmine and Ming Yue for coming to join erlina, hui ping and me for the make-up SPA... lol... what a cute bunch of friends...
tmr's e
parent meeting... sigh...
