Didn't expect myself to flare up at a place outside home and on ppl I'll never wanted to throw tempers on. Everything happened too fast. Everything is out-of-control. However, I guess Virgos are just plain Virgos. Once our emotions take over our rationality, no sense can talk us through.
I do admit that throwing tantrums is a childish act but I felt betta aft buying tissue from the poor old granny at the mrt stn. Hope I can redeem some of my sins or wrongs by this. I don't throw tempers for no reasons. Just tt whether I wish to say and explain those reasons anot.
Just feel myself being used and ppl just take advantage of me being nice to them and saying "OK" to most/all requests. Just fed up... haix... Becuz, this is an absolute cross beyond the lines.
Need you to OT oso never ask u, just take u for granted tt u'll help/agree AUTOMATICALLY and when everything's discussed, comes back and asks u why u are still here "Thought u finish at 930pm?", "Why you still here?" "Enough ppl, dun need, you can go hme now." Sounds I'm totally lyk a back-up, a reserve etc... Lyk wad Ax "summarizes" earlier in the afternoon: "Oh you covering her today? So u are a reserve, a back-up la?" Maybe becuz tt's the reality of part-timers, and it's a fact, tt's y, I gt even more angry wif Ax.
The truth hurts huh? Gotta agree and treat this as a lesson to mature and grow up!!! Dun be too naive!!!! Treating everyone like an angel, thinking everything happens for a reason and everything's ok and I'll hold it in, I'll tolerate. I'm so sick and tired of these now.~
