To be honest, to be treated as a rubbish chute where ur friends pour sorrows upon, is a compliment to me as it signifies that u are trustworthy and is a comfortable listening ear as pertaining to them.
However, when u know bits and pieces, the cliff hanging feeling just worries me way to much exceeding the satisfaction gained. I'm loosing slping hrs and couldn't slp longer hrs (like I always do) and this is driving me restless and nuts!!! My diet and appetite got affected as I lost it with food in front of me and felt hungry when they're gone. Boo~
Moody... Restless... Suffocating... And a lil sick (cough) from June and Fern (frm sharing food last nite).
A chance, once lost, is forever gone and never be retrieve.
How I wish I can rant at YOU to tell u to STOP acting like a CLOWN. Stop the force front! It hurts to watch u smile and laugh when I know u're crying inside. '_',
