Changes are constantly taking place. It is unpreventable but efforts can be made to sustain part(s) of them.
I'm exhausted after the Halloween nite at USS. Somebody gotta change or frictions harden our hearts.
Are we going to run out of things to chat about? Seems lyk last nite's chat showed signs of this.
Told ya before I am boooooorrrrring~
Dan reinstated a point that I have to repeatedly remind myself about since I tend to forget about it now and then... Forgetting where "I" stand.
How can we say [forever] when we cannot possibly comprehend the [meaning] and [length] of forever..?
seems lyk u didn't detect nor heard anything that night over the phone... either this or you're juz being considerate and nice to ignore or cover things up for me. If the latter is true, I've made a really good fren huh? :D However, this can never be justified as I don't have the courage to bring it up again.
Wondering how long things can sustain the same or at least not get worse. Loathe the idea that things might be drifting away but at the same time, very little can be done. Changes happen every time, everywhere. Just, are you going to watch things happening or do something to make it change to the way you desire?
Disappointed, really very disappointing... Both towards that person and towards myself and our friendship. Our friendship is so shallow that I am kept away from so many things and I didn't see things. Haix....
I'm unhappy and so exhausted because everything I always thought is, is not what it appears to be. What a failed friend I am huh?
I shall learnt to stop probing things from the next time on as knowing everything doesn't help me. I'm worrying more and thinking more. Mentally straining and exhaustive. Am I escaping the reality already...? I broke down. I hope u've nt detected or heard anything over the phone. Haix haix haix... I didn't see THAT coming myself too. Mayb you know me more than I do about myself. Tears keep rolling down and I can't cease them. Felt way too tired bah... Almost can't talk and felt like hanging up. But I managed to held that in, so that I won't make u more worried. Though letting u listen into everything didn't make u worry any lesser... I'm guilty, very guilty... I'm praying very hard that u've missed the whole breaking down but according to what I know, that chance will occur to be pretty slim...
Sounds like a really bad day than a celebratory one... Ouch huh...?
I didn't expect it to impact you this much.
Seems like u've proven me wrong over n over again... It's a good thing
But I can't get over things... Can't pass the "hindrance" or "disturbance" within me.
It's my fault so pls stop letting it bother u so much. Seeing u bothered, bothers me.
Don't feed onto my appetite anymore because I fear for that day where I have to go into hunger. I won't be able to bear the pain this is going to bring me, even if this is just for a day. Such habits should be eliminated asap if they are not meant to be kept forever. Or soon enough, wounds may appear or even worsen. I really fear... ... fearing the arrival of such a day to come knocking on my door...
Don't push it too far... Please~
A topic we never dream of discussing.
Now, a step closer is called risk. Or are we pacing into a safer zone instead.
Conscious clear.
Someone said things worth beating...
@_@ Feel so dizzy~ Haix...
I'm not angry at you, more of angry with myself again for being too interfering. A safe distance should be kept.
Thankful. :) My throat will recover very soon.
I hope u mean what u say and not just say it to make urself feel better.
Due to the chameleon nature, I don't put trust easily. YOU got to do something to change me and not asking me to change. Distrust will remain as distrust after all.
Bad temper and low tolerance but much forgiveness~
Now, this is so true.
People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.
Now, this is so true.
