seems lyk u didn't detect nor heard anything that night over the phone... either this or you're juz being considerate and nice to ignore or cover things up for me. If the latter is true, I've made a really good fren huh? :D However, this can never be justified as I don't have the courage to bring it up again.
Wondering how long things can sustain the same or at least not get worse. Loathe the idea that things might be drifting away but at the same time, very little can be done. Changes happen every time, everywhere. Just, are you going to watch things happening or do something to make it change to the way you desire?